its not me

hi ive been having rashes (again)
and now as im typing this, i dont feel tat this pair of hands belong to me,
i cant feel it.
okay supposed to do art but am watching The Voice of China and feeling so so inspired.
but not doing art. ...
o levels in a few more days. but i feel...
nothing.
like im taking care of someone else.
okay. bye. gotta get this person fed with med.